In 1967, I arrived at the Port Authority Bus Terminal carrying a plaid suitcase, driven by the desire to become an artist. Though I may have lacked skills, my determination to grow was fueled by a deep conviction that this was my true calling. It came to me as a vivid vision, without any Faustian bargain or divine promises. I knew I would face the journey alone but hoped to find a companion. Fate led me to him.
Robert Mapplethorpe was an American boy raised in a devout Catholic family. He played saxophone in his high school band and earned an R.O.T.C. scholarship to study graphic arts at Pratt Institute. His mother hoped he would become a priest, while his father expected him to advance in the military, with graphic arts as a backup.
Yet, beneath the surface, another identity was emerging. At twenty, Robert abandoned his saxophone, priestly robes, and rifle. "He looked in the mirror and saw neither a priest nor a future captain in the R.O.T.C."
"There was no Faustian pact connected with my vow, no expectations from godly elements."
Providence had led me to a true compatriot in Robert, marking the beginning of a shared artistic journey.
Author’s summary: Patti Smith reflects on her arrival in New York City and her transformative meeting with Robert Mapplethorpe, highlighting their early struggles and emerging identities as artists.